Surat Cinta

 

Hi Tiara,.

How’s life? Is it okay today? No? It is okay to not be always okay if you should to do that. Cry, if you wanna cry and if it can release your stress. Cry, if it can heal you. But don’t stuck in that pain. Life must go on. And you deserve to be happy, you deserve to smile. You will be more beautiful if you are smiling, believe me..

 

I know it is hard time for you, but i know you can pass that things. I know you are sad, i know you are disappointed, i know it is a heavy burden for you. But always remember that God doesn’t burden a soul but to the extent of their ability. Even though it is hard, God knows that you can handle it. Find the solution, get up, cheer up.

 

You are strong enough to face this problem.

 

I know it is hard for you to stand up in your own believes, because our society try to force you to accept their believes. They try to force you to follow them, if you are not follow them, they said that you are weird, you are different, they don’t accept you in their society.

 

I know you are insecure because you are a quite person, you are a boring person because you don’t talk much as much as them. People don’t like people who cannot communicate as it should (society’ standard). Their life cannot be colorful because of you. You cannot spark the joy to others. You cannot play the game. You cannot bring “the happy vibe” to others. You are invisible. You already trying so hard to having a communication with others but they cannot value you.

 

I know it is hard, but i wanna say that i’m proud of you, i’m 100% proud of you. Cause you never give up at everything, no matter what. Even though there are some times you almost give up, but you don’t do that, You always try to know yourself, you always try to move, you always improve yourself, you always put some effort, even though not everybody can see your effort, not everybody can see your worth.

 

I know you try so hard to control your heart, pretending to be okay when things you don’t like happened to you. You don’t want to be weak in other’s eyes. I know it is hard to be around people that never understand you. And it is hard to understanding someone that never ask to be understood. I know it is hard to having a “feeling” to someone, but they called it a joke. I know it is hard to stand up around people that have so many differences with you.

 

Even though it is hard, i’m proud of you. Stay positive, spread the kindness even there are many cruel person in this world. Be who you are, improve yourself more, be better, knowing yourself, try to be the best version of you, healing yourself, always be smart. Don’t shy because you are smarter than other’s think. Don’t pretending to be a fool girl because you wanna someone’s attention. A smart girl will take some portion of someone’s heart if they deserve to have it.

Nov, 3rd 2020