Hi Tiara,.
How’s life? Is it okay today? No? It is okay to
not be always okay if you should to do that. Cry, if you wanna cry and if it
can release your stress. Cry, if it can heal you. But don’t stuck in that pain.
Life must go on. And you deserve to be happy, you deserve to smile. You will be
more beautiful if you are smiling, believe me..
I know it is hard time for you, but i know you can
pass that things. I know you are sad, i know you are disappointed, i know it is a heavy burden for you. But always
remember that God doesn’t burden a soul but to the extent of their ability. Even though
it is hard, God knows that you can handle it. Find the solution, get up, cheer
up.
You are strong enough to face this problem.
I know it is hard for you to stand up in your own
believes, because our society try to force you to accept their believes. They
try to force you to follow them, if you are not follow them, they said that you
are weird, you are different, they don’t accept you in their society.
I know you are insecure because you are a quite person, you
are a boring person because you don’t talk much as much as them. People don’t like people
who cannot communicate as it should (society’ standard). Their life cannot be
colorful because of you. You cannot spark the joy to others. You cannot play the
game. You cannot bring “the happy vibe” to others. You are invisible. You already
trying so hard to having a communication with others but they cannot value you.
I know it is hard, but i wanna say that i’m proud
of you, i’m 100% proud of you. Cause you never give up at everything, no matter
what. Even though there are some times you almost give up, but you don’t do
that, You always try to know yourself, you always try to move, you always
improve yourself, you always put some effort, even though not everybody can see
your effort, not everybody can see your worth.
I know you try so hard to control your heart,
pretending to be okay when things you don’t like happened to you. You don’t
want to be weak in other’s eyes. I know it is hard to be around people that
never understand you. And it is hard to understanding someone that never ask to
be understood. I know it is hard to having a “feeling” to someone, but they
called it a joke. I know it is hard to stand up around people that have so many
differences with you.
Even though it is hard, i’m proud of you. Stay positive,
spread the kindness even there are many cruel person in this world. Be who
you are, improve yourself more, be better, knowing yourself, try to be the best
version of you, healing yourself, always be smart. Don’t shy because you are
smarter than other’s think. Don’t pretending to be a fool girl because you
wanna someone’s attention. A smart girl will take some portion of someone’s
heart if they deserve to have it.
Nov, 3rd 2020
